Friday, August 1, 2008

Another week goes by...

and still no news. No update, no birth certificate, no news. I have e-mailed my specialist twice this week to see if we can get any sort of remaining time line, any info on how Sunshine is doing, any idea when we might travel...she has not answered. This does not please me.

We just got back from a few days at nana and papa's house. It was helpful to be away. I am finding myself returning to that yucky place I was in right before we got the referral...the place that is sad, unproductive, and no fun for anyone. I am trying to stay positive, but in all honesty, it isn't working for diddly squat. So my apologies to all that love me. I am just going to be a crabby bitch until I KNOW how long it is until I get my child. It is what it is. So, if you are looking for positive posts, smiles, and all, you're gonna have to look elsewhere. Cause here, we're scrapin the bottom of the barrel.

2 comments:

Cindy said...

:)
I will smile for you.
Hope news comes next week. Fingers are crossed!

Cindy Jo said...

I can only imagine what all of you are going through. The seemingly endless roller coaster. Hang in there! Remember what feels like an eternity away today will seem like just the other day a year from now. Don't forget to take care of Mom while you are waiting! You deserve it. Thinking about all of you.
Cindy Jo